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Friday, November 29, 2013

Happy Holidays To You All

May you heels be swift, may you glide through the isles 
May you not falter in this season of smiles
Be weary, a dark day looms 
Pepper sprayed faces, trampled in many place 
Have fun with your shiny new find, give good and watch your behind
When your shopping fun is done
You hit the lot - you notice Happy Holidays 
Spelled with peppermint, left in the spot, in the lot
Where your car once sat 
Happy Holidays ...

Wednesday, November 27, 2013

I Hunger For This Man

He is such a man, a man with meaning a man with conviction
He is a mans-man, he wears his armor with pride
He makes her smile, he makes her weak
The thought of him fills her from the deep
A dark place her love has been festering, wanting to grow
Wanting to let go
The touch of his hand, she can't wait, breathless
Her closed eyes lead to places of unrest, sleepless nights
Passion. fire, pain, sweat, all of the goodies one would expect
Strangers look on with envy, yearning to taste a a morsel of the love that laid deep
For so long its been wanting to creep, seep, spread
God, this man, complete opposites, a perfect pair
Her hands pained with emptiness, waiting, wanting
When will she be in his arms
When will he feel her sweet kiss
She won't mind being put in her place, as long as he remains in his
 A role they each play with pleasure and obey the bond between lovers
Each day awaken a new, each day something new
Exciting, adventurous, a day of passion, a night of ecstasy
She closes her eyes and dreams, she dreams the sweetest dreams
His hands running down her back, his kisses on her neck
Embraced, engulfed, completely submerged in his being
Suffocated by with love and peace 
How can they ever leave, how can they ever part
Tow halves of opposite coins, to rights on the wrong side
Everything that is wrong is ever so right
He is such a man, he is a mans-man
He is my man ...  

Sunday, July 21, 2013

Untitled ...

The castle made of sand meted in her hand 
The rain fell upon the earth
Never to see her cry, they washed away, they try
A struggle for power, a want for peace, how did we get here
No trouble, the fight just wont cease
There's a tremble from within, a roaring boom 
An explosive dilemma, fall to your knees and beg
Bow to the the ones in their shiny robes
Don't be fooled by what is not seen
Just as simple as a mother's hand to her child's face
Wrapped in a warmth, a blanket of love covers the heart
Mix your potions and and bless the innocent
Teach the wicked a better way and keep us all steady

Thursday, March 14, 2013

Give Me You

I'm seeing you and me, flashes - glimpses of what could be 
What I think should be the pressure, what am I doing
No thinking, I want to get lost in lust
Without you I feel there is no breath in me 
Attention to my senses you pay
Touch me, Feel me, dig, get in me
Everything happens so quickly 
My core vibrates when you infect 
Creep into my wicked mind
What do I do next
I know this is not supposed to begin
Your skin I want to dig in - Give me you
Give me you, quiet is sound, give me you 
I want you so bad it hurts - Something I can't have
Always left wanting always left longing for something
I just cant have
To make love in other ways 
To give into one another - in honorable ways
To eat from one another's knowledge to receive 
Truth a midst the illusion of my fantasized reality  
She screams in her dreams 
Give me you, quiet is sound, give me you
Another sad love song 
Two hearts that will always and never beat as one
Quiet is sound

Tuesday, November 13, 2012

...Another Midnight Rambling

As I sit here sipping on shiraz (lol, classy I know), watching the president…President Obama thank this nation I call home. It’s 12:40am and I am living through history. For the second time our nation has proven that color might not matter so much anymore, I know from time to time mankind can be evil…
I watched as the plane hit that tower. I saw the aftermath of Katrina and Sandy. I am living through history. Me, a girl, a woman. No one but me. I still resent this land I call home I resent it, I resent it, I resent it. I was alive during the death of Sadam, Moammar Gadhafi, and Bin Laden. I have lived through many things..as have countless others now and before me.
I have a new appreciation for this life, I say things that are harsh, but truly, I understand that what I have is a gift and is to not be taken lightly. I don’t know why I am saying this. Once again another midnight rambling.
I watch as president Obama addresses his audience, the crowd of America, the faces of what will be a country of no pure white man in the next 30 years. I have hope in this world, I do, I have a flickering light of hope for man. We hurt, we destroy, we take, we take, we take, sucking what we call home dry.
Dare I say it…They sent the black man in to clean up years of the white man’s’ reign, it makes me so  sad. I don’t say this to be mean. I still can’t help but feel somehow President Obama is just another puppet on the “OLD WHITE MAN” string. I VOTED FOR OBAMA PROUDLY, cause my momma told me to! It’s time for male domination to end.
AMERICANS ARE DUMB – Fuck I'm A Dumb American.

Wednesday, October 3, 2012


OK ...I am back, where have I been? What a fantastic question. My last post was fairly early this year and I have been through so much since then. 
I will say this I am so blessed and I am so grateful to have the people in my life that I do. Whether for good or for bad!
Its that hour, that early AM hour. That hour when people like me can't sleep, mind turning, gears...I can't quiet my mind. I want to speed up time but I know if I do the quicker I meet my demise.

I want to do so much in a day, and when I can't...defeat.

I've accomplished so much. I have accepted my graces, I am learning and accepting the fact that it is okay to toot my own horn. I have to..humility will always guide me.

I sit here and I have butterflies. I feel like my destiny is within my grasp, my finger tips tingle with the energy...it hurts so bad, it hurts so good. I feel like I'm falling off of a roller coaster.

I want this, I deserve this...Another late night ramble..I apologize for whatever this is...those of you that know me...get it. I hope. Those that don't...maybe this will help you understand me...

I have been so detached from what was routine, from what I was used to. Not by choice. I have been forced to take a leap of faith. Take a chance on my life. We all have but a handful of chance in this life I choose not to let anymore pass me by. 
I have fought with my fate, my stars, my angels, my life's path...for far too long. 

I'm done... with this late night ramble...

Love to hate me~Hate to love me

Saturday, March 17, 2012

My Recent Visit To The Adler Planetarium

EVENT: Adler After Dark
WHERE: Adler Planetarium 
1300 S Lake Shore Dr.
Chicago, IL 60605

(312) 922-7827

FROM: 6:00p-10pm
COST: $-$$$

Hey all I know its been a while since my last post, I had to take a much needed simpatico...now I am back!

      Recently Mom, Michael, Katie and myself ventured out to the Adler Planetarium to take part in what they call the Adler After Dark. Let me just say that we all had a blast, when we first arrived there was a nice man at the door that asked for our ID's...We showed him our ID's and we were in and ready to enjoy all that the night had to offer.

      The lobby was busy with just the right amount of people, we arrived about fifteen minutes after the party started. A staff member greeted our party pretty promptly (ha that's a tongue twister) and lead us to the will call line, I grabbed the tickets and left one at the door for a friend that was to meet up with us a bit later with no problems. I checked my coat and was pleasantly surprised to only have to pay $1 to check my coat.

       As soon as you head over to the action you will walk through an interactive exhibit be sure to check it out, we didn't spend too much time in there I guess we were so excited about getting the party started we just sort off passed right through it. I tried to view the exhibit as we headed out but they'd turned the screens off. So be sure to see what its all aboutWe were were greeted by a sea of people as we walked into the main area, some  attendants were over dressed, a few fit for the occasion and others...well, it's best not to judge a book by its cover.      
    The theme of the night was indulgence and the finer things in life, like chocolates, diamonds, and so on. After noshing on some grub and grabbing our first drink we headed off on our mission into space. We hopped on the moon, rather an interactive simulation that gave me quite a work out and had me sweating. We even had a bit of space knowledge dropped on us...mom was listening below... what a blast.

This was so much fun, I can't wait to go back, there is so much to see and take in.

 I love the fact that the planetarium offered many interactive displays and exhibits.

Curious Katie was quite the space explorer, from the jumping on the moon, to toying with cosmic rays this girl did it all. She even walked on the moon Katie enjoyed the interactions with the exhibits. Katie looks like an explorer, ahoy!!

I also did my part by creating my own universe just by waving my hands in front of a large screen. Ha, picture that. Me. Creating someones' universe, I kind of felt like Mickey Mouse in Fantasia.  

    No matter where you went in this place there was something to grab and pull at your attention, for instance my Mom was getting her boogie on in front of a infrared heat screen while I was across from her doing what you see above, I'll show more fun pics below.

      While enjoying the night the gang and I were able to take in two of the shows for some reason I remember the title, one mainly because it was titled Space Junk. Reason number two it was kind of boring, tons of great information but boring. 

The other show was about the many constellations, where they are located in our skies, and their origins all accompanied by classical music. The host was awesome he was funny and kept the crowd in check when it came to flash photography, and people trying take pictures in an extremely dark room, it really messes with your eyes. I'm happy I had the chance to see both shows I will definitely be seeing the others on my next visit.
This shindig is a great place to go on a date, hang out with friends, or maybe even meet some new ones. I really did have one hell of a time I am so excited about going back. 

Boy did we have a blast. This is the gang posing in space!

Please help them...lol

How cute, more fun times at the Adler Planetarium.

This is what its like to be frozen in space, liquid nitrogen. We even ate frozen gummy bears and marshmallows....we dipped em and ate em. As you can see we were dipping flowers and then smashing them to frozen bits, Katie took a mallet to hers....mom felt bad b/c we were using flowers. Me...I was just happy they let me play with liquid nitrogen.

Michael had to cool off after the moon walk work out!!

Great views, awesome times, and I would not have done it with any other crew!! Thanks for a great night Mom, Michael and Katie Boo!

The were freezing I made them wait forever to take this, I was still learning how to work my new SLR.
There are also tons of great views of the city's skyline so take advantage. Have a great outing hope to see you at the next one.


Tuesday, January 17, 2012

All A'board

I watched the water today I watched as the sky reflected on its surface
I imagined peace, that's all that existed, me the sky and the earth
What a lost child a I am, what a warped reality we all lead
I'm not sure why I am saying these words I am not sure why I feel the way I do
I look in the mirror, potential and wasted talent is all I see but please I'd rather you not pity me
If I grab you what will it give you, if you grab me where will it take you
A noise in the background can be a distraction, always keeping focus on life's awkward transactions
Sleepy breaths fill the quiet space, only one light on, the window cracked, let the air in embrace
That breeze, that cool gentle breeze it gets me every time
An over sized sweater hangs off my shoulder, panties, and socks
The truth, I'm raw, something is missing, missing
A part of me forever remaining detached, fold it all over to you another
I could never...would never
Now, scattered chess pieces lay across the glass board
Time to start a new game new year, new fears
Dare I take the ride...All A'board 

From my heart to yours~